Wednesday, March 22, 2006

notes from the morning after the bad blog

Usually when I have a couple of drinks I don't turn into a whiny, depressed person. I'm going to blame my complete mental exhuastion for that happening yesterday. That and a couple of glasses of wine. It's strange reading it over again though - i've felt that way for a long time and never wanted to write it because I was worried other people would either think me juvenile or depressed. Since I generally like to consider myself of sound mental and emotional health - I was tempted to take the blog off and leave it in "drafts" where some of the other things I've written but couldn't bring myself to publish are hiding...
but i've decided to leave it there - it's how I feel sometimes and i can't make apologies for feelings that I don't want to be having in the first place.
Tonight our section is going out for the last drinking / dinner night. Jeremy and I are both going, and I know we'll have a great time - i've decided to avoid the computer when i come home - lest I be tempted to write about some other topic best kept in my brain...

3 Comments:

  • At 10:55 AM, Blogger Laura Coubrough said…

    I wouldn't worry too much.
    I really felt that way when my parents moved to Ajax. Sudbury really wan't home anymore... and worse, I never had a reason to go back there again. One good thing about friends scattering is that you now have homes all over the place. You're always welcome to come see me in Burlington. Hopefully you'll find a job somewhere close to somebody that you're close to and then you can really settle down. Hope you're feeling better.

     
  • At 5:19 PM, Blogger Melinda said…

    Well Laura - I've gotta say that you made my day with the comment :)

    It is nice to know that there are people all over the place who I care about - and i'd rather have friends to miss than nobody at all.

     
  • At 10:34 AM, Blogger Melinda said…

    k i decided to drop the bad blog out - didn't realize how personal some of that content was when i was writing it - sorry if that offended anybody.

     

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